So it's been awhile since I have posted on the site. I didn't realize how long until I saw the date of my last posting "November 24, 2009"...holy shit has it been that long?! I never intended to neglect my blog, though that's what ended up happening.
I could claim the excuse that I've been too busy with school and although true, I think the main reason was that I feel guilt when I take time to write on a blog instead of using that time to work on school work....guilt for the things I enjoy... that's sad...
So today, I write! Not sure really about what but the point is I'm allowing myself time to engage in writing I enjoy. Not to say that I have stopped the creative process all together when I haven't been blogging. I have been writing poetry and prose when inspiration hits. Sometimes the urge to write creatively is so strong that I have no choice but to push aside the school papers and start expressing my thoughts on paper (or in this case electronic paper).
My thoughts for today or at least at the moment:
It's amazing how quickly time flies, I means it's been over two years since my last posting and to me it felt no where near as long. I thought maybe a year, but not two.
I think the perception of time is quite fascinating and although I'm aware of research that shows that people have a tendency to perceive time as closer or further away depending on certain factors, it still amazes me. Take for instance, looking back on our past and we perceive time to have gone by so fast, yet when looking towards the future we see it to be so far away.
There have been a number of times where I have been eager for something and the waiting has agonizing (yeah, I'm probably exaggerating, but I really don't like waiting). On that note, I know I'm not the only one that struggles with being impatient. They say patience is a virtue, it is definitely one I lack or need to improve. To me waiting is only awful when I really want what I'm waiting for, otherwise I could care less about having to wait (I assume that is characteristic of other people as well).
At the moment, I'm feeling overly impatient waiting for something, but as it's out of my hands, all I can do is wait...
That's all for now, I hope the next time I write will not be two years from now.
Good day to all!
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